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[02 Aug 2008|10:53am] |
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I must look like a bitch to some people. Because for some reason people seem to think they can just walk all over me. Only thinking about themselves and because of it I get fucked over. Well I am sick and fucking tired of being the doormat just because no one thinks about my feelings. If you think you can push me around, think again.
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[12 Jun 2008|06:46pm] |
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I'm gonna lose my fucking mind. I'm asking for one thing to go good for me. Just one thing. I'm sick and tired of feeling so shitty. I didn't do anything to deserve this shit in my life. and I'm tired of being pushed aside for someone else. and I'm tired of feeling like a failure. and im tired of feeling like a nobody. My mind is suppose to be focusing on myself and its everywhere but where it should be. I find myself thinking about the past a lot and I miss how a lot of things use to be. When we were close. When it didn't matter.
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[05 Jun 2008|06:27pm] |
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it hurts so bad
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[04 Jun 2008|11:23am] |
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when it rains, it pours.
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[22 Apr 2008|02:50am] |
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I put in my 2 weeks at Little Fucking Paulies god damn.
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[04 Apr 2008|02:19pm] |
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So this is actually the second time trying to post this but here goes again. Since I haven't posted a good post in a while, and half of you hardly see me, I figure an update on my status is in order. I still work at fucking Paulie's. That is what happens when you invest too much emotion in your job. I've been told to quit but, if I do, I'll put him out of buisness. I kind of don't wanna do that. I work pretty much everyday. The days I don't work, are useless because of the days I do work. I work during the times you have fun. If your doing something fun, I'm working. If I get a Saturday off, I lose one of my free days because of it. Oh I get free time but only until 5pm. everyone else is either working or going to school at that time. I should just befriend some housewives or something. money wise i have nothing to show for it. I haven't been able to afford this job for quite some time. but aside from my shitty job, my car problems, my lack of a social life, my always increasing debt, and my school problems, life is peachy. The weather is getting better, I have a wonderful girlfriend who loves me, um I like candy, um I'm getting facial hair. I'm trying to be positive here. So if you want, we can hang out before 5, or I'll just see you when I get a new job. oh and btw, I updated this post while at work and on my Mogul.
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[01 Apr 2008|12:59pm] |
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I think Burgerking is one of the nastiest foods I've ever had throw up.
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[22 Jan 2008|09:13pm] |
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Heath Ledger Died?!?!
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[12 Aug 2007|01:53pm] |
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Its not the waking up part that gets me. Its not never changing out of this uniform, or how I really really really dislike my job. Or how I hardly get to see anyone anymore. Or how I can't be included in plans because my days off are when everyone is at work. The part that gets me, is coming to work on the weekends and seeing how beautiful it is out when I haven't had a weekend off in over a year.
As soon as school begins I'll be working 4 days and going to school the other 3.
I guess thats life.
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[09 Aug 2007|01:51pm] |
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It seems like I never have time for anything. If I'm not doing one thing I could be doing another just as important. And if I wake up late, forget about it. Friends wanting me to hang out with them, my girlfriend missing me, my parents wondering where I am. But theres a reason why I'm so backed up in life; and its my fucking god damned peice of shit job. Trust me, if you knew what I go through, you would see why I'm never available. Its sad to think that when school starts up, I'll have more free time. Yay for school...
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[15 Jul 2007|03:33pm] |
Last night was fun, but:
1. Someone spilled their drink on my xbox 360 controller.
2. They didn't tell me
3. They didn't bother washing off the controller
4. and the controller is straight fucked.
Either you can fess up and tell me you did it, or I can find out for myself, and trust me, I will find out.
Take some responsibility because I WILL NOT eat $50 because someone is disrespectful with my stuff
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[12 Jul 2007|02:20pm] |
If anyone's going to IKEA any time soon, Ive got a couple things that need returned. I'll give a little incentive for their troubles.
oh yea nothing is new by the way,
work, sex with my gorgeous girlfriend, work, sex, video games, sex, etc.
its so tough being me..
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[18 May 2007|09:58am] |
Im moving out in 43 days.
You will love the house.
a party will be in order
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[30 Jan 2007|12:14am] |
I am so sick and fucking tired of people calling me a pothead and blaming our lack of "friendship" on weed. Is that honestly the only thing you have to run with? Ok so you don't smoke pot. Great for you. just because you don't, doesn't mean your any better than me. You have your hobbies we have ours. Its what we do so let us do it instead of prancing around the subject as if you have dirt on us. I'm sick and tired of this. If we're so shitty of friends then why bother? Its not like making general posts about us is any "mature" way of handling it. We know who your talking about and every time I see it, it makes my views so much stronger.
Learn to deal with the it.
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[24 Dec 2006|10:09am] |
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Merry Christmas!
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